2004-09-30
9:19 a.m.
New Chapter
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Hi Diary,
Well today was rainy and going to work was troublesome.So many people rushing to get in to the train.
In the midst of packed cans of sadines,
there was this frail,pale looking lady clinging to a train pole but ironic with this scene, she was asleep standing and trying her best to stay awake..
hmm...
ANother scene that i caught my attention was a caucasion lady knitting
By the way, i have already locked u up
from any prying eyes.
So this is only between u and me.
Chiao
Onenix
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2004-09-24 3:42 p.m.
record straight
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Going to beat my own record..
I will try to...
Maybe once a month
or once a year..
hehe
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2004-09-23 9:01 a.m.
Boring me
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I realised i must been a very boring person to be with.
Well got nothing much to talk about.
Hmm..
Maybe i should just keep myself away
for a while.
Guess maybe i am too clingy...
Must get myself detached..
It becomes a habit for me to stared at my mobile for minutes not check the time but To see any msg..
Maybe i should start care less abt all this things.
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2004-09-22 3:06 p.m.
wanna list
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List of I wanna...
-cool big metal watch from swatch..
(killer look don't they)
-oakley sunglasses..
(make me cool)
-nice working shirts.. stripes are nice.
-doc marten shoes..
(long lasting)
-nice pair of levi's jean..
ain't they cool to wear..
-smiley boxers.(black and yellow)
-nice marshall amp to kill off the living dead in my room.
-deadly ibanez jem...(oh god of guitars)
-digitech guitar gadgets..
wah that a long list i guess..
hmm..
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2004-09-22 2:53 p.m.
strong/ weak
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yesterday,
i feel strong...
to defy myself and desire..
but this morning...
i'm weak and crumble down again..
i believe that we are weak creatures..
but with strong determination and will
everything can be done..
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2004-09-17 8:20 a.m.
SMS
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I can't sleep..
trying my best...
as i know i am guilty of all this..
I am bad and sorry for all this.
Pls don't cry cause it is my fault.
I wish u have a good day.
So sorry for all this.
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2004-09-14 7:28 p.m.
FUCK
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today is a super fucking day ...
yes fucking...
so let say fuck fuck fuck fuck (X1000)
yeah fuck
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2004-09-06 7:56 p.m.
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Function of my life??
Everytime i ponder whether
most people are fine with me?
I don't need to be perfect but
i just hope to get acceptance.
Acceptance.
I wish i could get along with
people.
Done enough at my end and yet
it is still not enough by others.
Remember of the tot i have of
going away maybe should not be so bad after all since i don't serve a purpose with people here.
Or a twist of tale, i don't really
need people around me.
Yup that explain of friends around me.
Disappear or may be ...
I could not be bothered.
Am i wicked or wat?
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